I make her tell me that she wishes she was getting fucked by one or two other guys while she is sucking my cock, and it turns me on like nothing else. I've known I was gay since the fifth grade, and now, at 18, I've sort of come to terms with it.I dream of her swallowing another guy's cum and slopping it onto my dick while she returns to finish me off. I watch gay porn (straight porn sickens me/turns me off), I'm in love with my best friend, and I'm really close to coming out of the closet.I suppose that's what I have in mind because I've started bringing Pjur along with me to the steam room. James, New York James, I think you're probably bi, but now that you've discovered sex with men, it's like having a new toy that you can't stop playing with, literally.You may just be going through a phase and will find that your enthusiasm wanes when the novelty of steam room hand jobs wears off, and then you'll get into women again.If you're not sexually interested in women, I wouldn't call you bisexual. I've been married for nearly 20 years and have always been attracted to women.I'm not exactly macho but I work out a lot and men look at me, especially at the nude beach (when I'm walking with my wife).My boyfriend claims he's straight but I found emails to other men on his computer.He blames it on the fact that he's stressed out and it was a fantasy and the act itself of being with another man made him sick. Anonymous, Arizona I'm sure he is stressed out - being in the closet can cause a lot of psychological strain.
We jacked off alongside one another and he eventually reached over and stroked and caressed me to one of the most intense orgasms I've ever had. I've since been jacked off in a few steam rooms and at the beach.On the other hand, you may start branching out and exploring more gay experiences, and it will become a regular part of your life whether or not you continue to date women.I have had a girl perform oral on me and a guy, but I didn't like it when the guy did it.However, every time I get a serious girlfriend (which has been about 3 or 4 times), such as the one I have now, I dream of her getting fucked by another guy while she is giving me head.Or I dream of her sucking another guy's dick while I am doing her from behind. And your girlfriend, if she's involved in the scenario.